So today hasn't been the best morning, i called in sick to work, which i don't mind, its been a long week.
Me and jas are going out today, but things seem really off again, im trying not to pay attention to it, or bug her about it because i don't want her to leave me :$.
I guess it started last night, there was weird replys ( At least i thought ) then i called her and neither of us said anything, other then the usual stuff, then just long silences.... i hope i didn't do anything wrong, because if i did, i feel bad.
I mean, i feel bad anyways... i bought her the flowers she's always wanted, i made her a video to prove how i feel, then the next day, we drifted apart, and we keep drifting apart. Everything gets better and then things between us get absolutely perfect, and then we drift.. and i mean really drift.
She's the best thing that's ever happened to me, but sometimes i feel like i love her way more then she loves me, and that i care about us more then she does, if that's the case i don't know what to do. I mean if i care more, it hurts way more, right? And it hurts enough already..
Im probably just being paranoid/insecure.. but i don't know, i guess she'll never fully understand how i feel...
- Luke
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