Bombs dropped from no where

Why is it the world insists on dropping bombs on me when im already feeling 6 feet under?

First the stuff at school which i got over because its just my birthday, but now i have denai texting me asking if i wanna go to the movies with her after work one day, and shes "misses hanging with me", what the fuck is that supposed to mean?

Too top it all off, she said she's wanted to talk to me for a long time but was scared too after the summer?, it was a mistake, i was lonely, i didn't have jas... but now i do, and im madly in love with her, and i wouldn't want to be with anyone else, i can't picture myself with anyone else, can't anybody see that?

Or am i invisible now...