What she doesn't know..

All my life, I've asked for forgiveness from people, from people i did nothing too, but people who hurt me.

I asked for my siblings forgiveness, i said sorry, but for what? They left me in the rearview mirror. My sister texted me and mom saying she's homeless and has no money to come see us. She lives with her dad, she doesn't want to see us, but i still said sorry just so she'll come down.

I said sorry to him.. after HE took ADVANTAGE of ME. I said sorry for something i never did. Why? Just so people wouldnt leave me or be mad.

I said sorry to you, yes i hurted you. But saying you forgive me, and not saying sorry to me? Not cool, if that sounds selfish or mean then im sorry. But you hurt me too, i don't say anything about it, because im so used to being hurt. But for once in my life, id like to hear someone say there sorry and mean it because they fucked up too..

Its selfish..but its how i feel and im not hiding it anymore..

- Selfish Luke