August , 20 , 2013

To one of my followers,

See, I'm not going to deny it, you do disgust me, not for any like horrible slutty or harsh reasons like that, but for a fair valid point. Now, I'm not criticising or trying to be a hypocrite (even though this post will seem like it)

When you spend a majority of your time with one person, you learn their behaviour; the way they think, act ,feel, speak, move. You get used to these, you learn to adapt to them, and function with them.

Now, when that person suddenly thinks, acts, feels, speaks and moves differently, it comes as a shock or surprise, for the soul fact that you've never seen these behaviours before.

You showed me a side I have never seen before (As I've admitted a thousand times before , I'm not one to talk, I've changed too). Everything was you, you, you, you, you, me, you, you, you, me, you, you, you. Do you see the pattern? I did, but I didn't want to believe it, but unfortunately I got a dose of reality. You were so concerned with you, and how YOU felt and what YOU wanted and what YOU didn't have or didn't get. Every time we fought, it was how you felt or what I did to you, then id tell you how I felt or what I thought and id get "Im sorry for that, but you..". Everything and I mean literally everything was YOU. A relationship involves two people, and you can't be two until your one, get what I mean?

I just couldn't really stand the fact that you wanted all the attention all the time, and how self concerned you were.

That's what disgusted me, and still does, because I haven't really seen a difference.

NOW, since I know your going to blog about what I just said, do me and yourself a favour and just soak up everything I just said and actually think before you go "Well you did this, this, that, this,.." and so on.


 - Whatever I am to you now a days.

August , 19, 2013

So after anything and everything, i just get forgotten about and left behind?

Well at least i know where i truly stand with you.

August, 1, 2013

Funny thing is, i only said fuck you for one reason, i was talking to you, just talking, and trying to at least help or do good, anything. Then i got "And why try to understand now", so unneeded, you just could have been like "Just leave it alone luke" or something, but a smartass snarky comment had to be made. So if you wanna call names and all this shit 3 months later, i think you really need to re-evaluate yourself.

So don't tweet about me, don't tweet me, forget who i am and forget whatever i am to you, i don't want you looking at me, talking to me or even breathe around me. Because clearly neither one of us has a nice thing to say, so why say anything at all?

Its just funny how i put everything into those 2 years, and its like they didn't even exist.