April,28,2013

That's cool too... ill just go by myself

If your actually mad at me, for telling you to go to bed, and not to worry... maybe i shouldnt wake up, would that make you happy?

April,27,2013

Were just two people who know each other, but act like strangers.

April, 25, 2013

Its been 2 weeks and its all going to shit. I honestly feel like you seriously don't love me like you did before..

See this is the part i don't like

All of your friends don't want us having another "Messy Breakup", but i didn't make it messy, you did, you made it blow up. Im sorry if that hurts, but its true, you put it all over twitter, you told everyone. What did i do? I said nothing, did nothing, i kept to the shadows, so this messy breakup wouldnt have been messy

So if we ever break up, remember, you make it messy and look like a fool

April , 18 , 2013

Um, way to shoot me down? - Period 1

When I look at you

A billion scenarios go through my head when I hear this.... http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8wxOVn99FTE

April , 15 , 2013

I fucked up again.. great. Why can't i do anything right..

This got awks..

April , 15 , 2013

So i remember telling simran about how crappy my birthday was this year, and she said she would make it up to me, and i didn't think she would, but she did, this morning she gave me a birthday cupcake she made herself, it said "Happy Birthday Lucas". After everything that's been going on, it really made me feel better.

And why your under the impression your a slut, I'll never understand, i always said your not, but i guess my words don't mean anything to you.

Well i did it! I managed to pass civics, even though its with a 57 its still a pass and im still super proud of myself. I worked hard to pass, and it paid off :).

Moving on?

So this is it then? This is where our story ends? The princess doesn't get the fairy tale ending she wanted, so she pretends the knight Isn't real so she can move on. The knight accepts her wishes, but deep down the princess knows that he is real, and she'll always see him no matter where she is or what she's doing. The knight just smiles, because the same will happen to him, but he doesn't mind, one day he'll be over the princess, and the princess over him. But the knight now realizes something, he wasn't a knight at all, he was a retard in tin foil.

All is fair, in love and war.

AQUARIUS  One minute an #Aquarius could be real sweet and later could be icy cold. Deal with it.

April , 14 , 2013

It hurts me more.. knowing that you act like i don't exist. But if you know me the way you claim to do, then you already know its hurts..

Seeing you today, was the hardest thing in the world.. i could feel how much you didn't want to talk to me. I just.. i needed to hear you say something, i know your mad, and i know you don't wanna be friends, i know how much you just wish i was gone. When i look at your blog when you talk about breaking down, i swear i break down at the same time..

I just want you to talk to me, so i can tell you how i feel, i know you can't read this, i want to send you the link but i can't.

Every time i listen to mirrors, you pop into my head.

April , 13 , 2013

Felt nothing but empty all day..

But it hurts more when its quiet and im alone..

Just Text Me....

Im not perfect

Honestly,

If you miss me, talk to me..  not like i said i didn't wanna be friends... you said not to talk to you, so im not.

April , 12 , 2013

There's a terrible feeling in my chest, its been there since yesterday, it feels like my lungs are collapsing in on me. Yesterday it didn't fully hit me.. today.. it did. Im gonna hear about how happy you are, and how good you are without me. Im gonna get the looks, the glares, whispers, rumors. There's a storm coming, and im waiting.

Im honestly hoping that this happy go lucky you is just an act, because if its not, then you honestly don't care, im breaking, just literally being ripped apart, bit by bit. I just hope instead of focusing on all the bad thats happened, you remember the good. I want you to remember your the most amazing girl I've ever met, and one day your gonna make someone really happy. Like you made me.

Believe what you want, hear what you wish, but just remember, i know you, and you know me.

Vacancy in my heart...

No one ever fill it.

April,10,2013

Your sending so many mixed messages its ridiculous... like honestly ..

The Day My World Ended...

Well the title isnt drastic.. I mean my world really did come to an end.

We called it quits ( Well i did ).. why? Im not really sure, but i know im a coward for doing it, i ran when i should have dug in.

I don't really feel anything right now.. im just kind of numb. I kind of just wanna disapeer, but not for a while.. more like forever.

Just go for a long walk and never come back.

I hurt her so bad.. and im having the worst chest pains and my aniexty is through the roof

Your are the most amazing person ive ever met, and im sorry i did this to you, i can honestly tell youll ill never be able to forgive myself for what ive done. But Just know that I LOVE YOU, and i always will...

Ill never forget about you jas..

- Luke

T.N.A.F

Thank You

April , 2 , 2013

Iresponsibility at its finest.

April , 1st , 2013

Im so tired of your bullshit